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Conflict by Kris-is-dead, literature

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Conflict

Sick of all the feelings inside The pains getting to much to hide Wish I could just let it all go But the more I hide the more I know This isn't going to go away The strings are starting to fray I'm thinking more clearly now But my world is turning upside down Everywhere I look I see A better way a happier me But at what cost and to who? A happier me but a sadder you? Maybe I should just let go Live like this and just feel low?

substance by Kris-is-dead, literature

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substance

dont you see what it does to me when you think that when you drink it doesnt hurt anyone but what you do cant be undone you may forget that it was me you upset when you smoke weed cant you hear me plead its just another substitute and it only lasts a minute it just another release but the need is just gonna increase it will take over you then what i knew will be gone forever and our friendship will sever and i dont want that its something im not willing to combat

Leila by Kris-is-dead, literature

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Leila

cant you hold me a little bit closer cause i cant hear your heart beat so this is the way love is supose to, feel,i could spend all day with you wrapped in my arms just your touch alone makes my day i miss you all the time even when your here with me i wanna be with you always i cant imagine my life with out you i love you so much & i know you love me to i never knew how i survived with out it

time heals all wounds by Kris-is-dead, literature

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time heals all wounds

looking for an escape never finding a permanent way out wanting to be able to retake, everything back but we cant so we use music but thats just for now but we still use it cause its better then nothing everyone needs a way out this is mine im sharing it with you just incase you dont know that things change it just takes time so before you insane sit back & think how can i change this? how can i get out? start with bandaged wrists empty bottles sober days & no fists ...& work from there

worth it? by Kris-is-dead, literature

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worth it?

Don’t you wish things weren’t so hard? If everyone was unscarred If no one got hurt If something was insert So all the pain Was directed away There would be no sorrow Not today, not tomorrow Not now, not ever If there was no anger If everything was fairer But then how would we learn? Everything would be upturned Everything would be taken for granted No one would know what it was like to be surrounded By pain, no one would ever be scared Everything would be way to easy The world would be driven to madness Just so everyone was painless So tell me would it be worth it?

untitled by Kris-is-dead, literature

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untitled

I wish I could just keep my mouth shut So I didn’t always say stupid stuff That hurts you Cause what I really want to do Is just hold you close Take away all your sorrow All you pain Just go away I would give up everything I own So I could take you home Cause that’s what you want Especially now you’re an aunt, To two, and you want to be there For your new nephew So im sorry, for not getting you there

im sorry by Kris-is-dead, literature

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im sorry

i will always remember the look on your face when i told you how i really felt but it was so hard to keep those words from you especialy when you asked if i really wanted to be here where you really expecting me to say yes did you really think it was that far fetched that i still hate my life its not because of you its what ive seen the stuff ive been through where ive been things i want to protect you from never want you to see things you dont want to know but its still part of me

A Reason To Be by Kris-is-dead, literature

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A Reason To Be

It starts with a feeling inside The feeling of suicide, Will never truly go away For it is here to stay Pushing it to teh back of my mind Then pretending everythings fine Thoughts of wanting to run, Grabbing a gun Putting it to my head Pull the trigger and im dead But its not that simple There are other things to live for The happiness of each day Of having someone there Someone who really cares And who understands, All about me Someone who see's Who i am on the inside Not what i am on the outside Someone who i want to be with Someone who gives me a reason to live The same person who can take away my breath Who i want t

You by Kris-is-dead, literature

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You

Wishing you were here sleeping with me tonight no more tears cause you will be holding me tight doing everything i can just to be with you hoping this never ends iive never loved anyone like i love you everything with you just feels so right just hold me close and never let me go never leave my sight no on understands me like you do you make waking up worth wild your the only one who can make me smile

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Conflict by Kris-is-dead, literature

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Conflict

BANG i hope your happy now by Kris-is-dead, literature

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BANG i hope your happy now

i have to go & slit my throat just promise me that you will honesty show your emotions & all your love & devotion even if there was none & it was all for fun but my blood stained blades have brought me to shame cause they didnt do the job they didnt work all along with a gun to my head i looked at you & said do you love me? am i all you need? you didnt need to think fuck!you didnt even blink when you told me all i cause you was misery a tear fell down my cheek & fell into the sink i pull that blasted trigger but you couldnt even figure that the thing's that went on in my head & what you said caused my death.....

cry for help by Kris-is-dead, literature

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cry for help

ive seen things that would make you sick & if i told you them you wouldnt believe me at night,i wake up screaming cause these things play over in my mind every word you said replays over in my head no matter how hard i try i cant get them outta my mind there are somethings you just cant hide like the agony i feel inside cant you take away the pain? before i cut open another vein? why cant i turn back time? & take way the images from my mind dont leave me alone cause ot scares me to the bone cant you see? what there doing to me? cant you switch the light on so the darkness is gone even though the darkness will never go

D.e.A.D by Kris-is-dead, literature

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D.e.A.D

You never thought what you said would upset me You never thought twice that it would upset me You never thought about anyone else But yourself I wanna know what did you gain? & do you feel any pain? Like me?... I wanna know what possesed You to say this But what hurts the most Is now im lost Cause i looked up to you Now i dont know what to do But you have to understand That now i stand Alone,by myself Feeling that no one cares To be looked down apon by others Ever heard of dont judge a book by its covers??? Get to know me Before you critisise me! & you'll find there is more to me Then meets the eye You dont know me at

each year its the same by Kris-is-dead, literature

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each year its the same

its that time of year again even if a word is never said he sits alone in a corner he doesnt even know why he bothers to wake up each day & go through this pain he always wonder's why he cant touch the sky he hates the looks cause his not a crook he was just a kid so what if he fibbed? he shouldnt of gone out at least he didnt pout he was out of luck he didnt see that truck as it was speeding it's head lights beaming he opened his mouth wide & tryed to jump to the side he knew it was to late what if it was all fake? it kinda seemed that this was all a dream he remembered the lights they were so bright he remembered

help by Kris-is-dead, literature

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help

this feeling i cant control i just feel so cold im suffacating i know that after each breath im closer to death i always cry but i knnow i should try to blink & think that im better & send that love letter & remember how i feel & how they steal my heat even if where apart i feel love i wanna fly like a dove into there arms & never be far i dont want this to end even though it all depends on how we feel tell me is this real?

Grrr by Kris-is-dead, literature

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Grrr

i wanna tell you how i fell hoe i died & why i lied but this feeling is insinerrating(sp?) you look at me like im some kinda desise(sp again? sorry people i cant spell) your just so vague im not a plague dont look at me like im nobody cause im gonna be some body im gonna make something of myself cause unlike you im not selfish as the blood flows out i remember what its all about my tears run like a tap i just cant take your crap your full of shit! i need to tell you this is it cant you see that my life is full of misery this pain is just so lame popping pills can kill your self estem my life isnt what it seems

just me by Kris-is-dead, literature

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just me

i look at all the people who believe im evil & smile just like a child cause i know that even though they think that its not a fact i know whats real i know what i feel i dont hide my feelings away & pretend everythings ok i know about pain i dont think ive ever been sane i need to be found feel whats its like to have my feet off the ground i dont know how far i'll go but i'll never understand why im scared im not crude im not rude why cant you see im just plain old me i cant be no one else just myself remember that i anit no brat!

free by Kris-is-dead, literature

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free

i used to be cold hearted untill the day we started your everything to me i want to be everything you want me to be no one will care for you like the way i do i want you in my arms but your just to far i love you with all my heart i dont want us to ever part i want your lips on mine i think of you all the time you are my world your my girl im your's you pour yourself & everything you are into my arms i love you more then everything i got & that will never be lost no matter what happens i will always love you just like you do if this is reality then you keep my sanity you stop me from cutting a vein you keep away the

release my soul by Kris-is-dead, literature

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release my soul

cant you heal this with your kiss who am i kidding thats my heart your hitting i just cant take it my heart is a shallow pit youve drained my sould & my heart youve sold this feeling i cant control even though ive been told to hold my head up & tell them voices to shut up ive surrounded myself with death its all dark im looking for that spark to help ignite my life my way out just dont shout cause it makes me wanna die & break down & cry im sick of your shit dont leave me like this let me go & release my soul i wanna fly away be released from this pain your a foe so let me go!

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something new by Kris-is-dead, literature

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something new

Redirecting anger, into a form of pain dying with each letter slowly melting to shame Reaching out, never wanting to let go its all my fault how i dont know wishing i could take, everything back but now its just to late, slowly falling off track falling tears, scattered blood trying to confront my fears only to have to run silent screams, filling the air hollowed out dreams wishing i wasnt scared gluing back together, shaddered peices of heart hoping i can do this forever slowly tracing back to the start the start of somethign new

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Deviant for 18 years

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Current Residence: rockingham wa Australia
Favourite genre of music: anything
Favourite style of art: comics =D
MP3 player of choice: one that works?
Favourite cartoon character: tazzy devil
Personal Quote: when life gives you lemons squeeze them into a water pistol & shoot people in the eyes

Favourite Visual Artist

Cat

Favourite Movies

stick it

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

the used

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Cat

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tony hawks

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ps2

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Kris-is-dead

Jun 16, 2008

quiz

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1.What is your deviant-art name and what does it mean? kris-is-dead....at the time of joining i felt dead inside so yea 2. Why did you join this site? cant remember but i think Cat said to so i did 3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined? ?? 4. How many watchers are currently watching now? 3 i think maybe more 5. Your first gift ever was to? i dunno 6. List five things you are a fan of? jeph guitars peircings kris wilsons comics shiny things 7. Have you ever slept in the back of the car? yes and the front 8. List four people you look up to the most? jeph =] jeph jeph and jeph 9. How many pets do you own? 2

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Kris-is-dead

Nov 24, 2007

update

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wow i just relized how many journal entries i really have...well i might as well tell everyone whats been happening since last time i wrote in here which was over a year ago...i met Leila online through a teen chat site...i flew over to the other side of australia to meet her...it was cool..so i took her back to nsw so she could meet my family....bad idea....they were just as fucked as when i left...come to thing of it they were worse...took my mum a week to turn back to her old self time 2.....she had gotten rid of my old dog bundy...so we got a new one Kia....she got pregnant had...6 puppie & we kept 2..Emo & Gremmy....but we had to get rid

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Kris-is-dead

Jun 5, 2006

18 tomorrow

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well.....tomorrow which is in 8 hours & 17 minutes.....i will be 18...yes 18...& yes i will be drunk =] so yea..lol  probly wont be on for a few days just so you know....thats pretty much all i have to say....laters people